#46 Most Dangerous Shape Shifter

 

 

This will be one of my most difficult posts. I must be very careful not to identify this individual. She is still alive and I am not sure if she is the problem or she is a victim. Whatever the  is true she represents real potential danger to my well being.

This will be a long post and much of the information you will have to research to get a full understanding. I will give you links to that information.

I also assume many who read this will immediately judge me as fictionalizing.  It is not fiction it is quite real… then what is reality? So I state …  it’s real to me.

First some background information.

In 1987 I had an off world experience as related in post #3. I assure you I have no inclination to persuade you my experience was real or that the text I am about to link you to is the whole truth of the universe. But I believe it to be so in both instances.

I was directed to a book now known as the Urantia Book. The full text is available on line. I want to direct you to one section only at this juncture. Go to this link:(745.2) ^66:4.12 3. The Caligastia one hundred were personally immortal, or undying.

You can read the Urantia Book text regarding these beings headed by one known as “Cal”.  They were immortal by our standards. Most are now gone from our world but a few remain. If you study various world religions you will note that many names are given to so called “evil” beings. Lucifer, Satan, Devil etc… While those names have come down through history intact they are not all the same being. That is error of understanding. They are  different personality beings.

This post is about only one. The one known as “Cal”. I abbreviate the name because the name itself tends to conjure up attention from this powerful being. I don’t want that.

Back to my story.

I was working at the Human Enhancement Center where I had my experience with Volney and his friend “John” related in previous posts. The center eventually closed and I moved on to other life endeavors. One of those was to create a stage production patterned after the Barbara De Angelis book Real Moments. My intent was to use this production to draw attention to a project in Colorado to attract investors for a special land development. The development was to be a kind of sanctuary for individuals who knew what was coming in the future after the millennium. We wanted to protect the world’s great knowledge and more.

Long story short, the production was a huge flop even though it was free for attendees. However, in the audience was someone who took interest in my project. A billionaire.

She introduced herself to me. I dare not use her name but we’ll call her “Amanda”. She identified herself as a financial advisor to a very wealthy family somewhere in the East. She said she was a Seer for this family. She provided credentials that were impressive and verifiable. She was who she said she was.

I would love to relate all I learned from her but in candor I don’t want to disappear at the hands of this powerful family on a whim. Let’s just say there is much the average individual would find unbelievable about such powerful people. It is truly frightening on a visceral level. The public persona is so much different than the truth.

Over the course of several months I got to know Amanda and eventually went to work voluntarily at her version of the Human Enhancement Center. It too was located in Scottsdale and was to make a humanitarian difference with people in general. Or so I believed.

I am going to relate only one major experience to maintain my flow of the overall story. There were to be sure many more stories of interest. Perhaps someday in a book.

For now though I am relating something that took place in this Center on Christmas Eve.

Amanda had offered to perform a ritual and tell a story about the world’s creation from the viewpoint of a major non-Christian perspective. I will not identify that religion here. Suffice it to say that you would recognize it immediately.

I had invited many of my friends and acquaintances to attend. In all about a dozen couples attended. I was video-taping the entire event for the center.

One of the elements of the performance was to invite “angels” to appear to all the participants. I was assured that this would be real and not some form of artistry.

Little did I know what was about to happen. Here is the summary.

Amanda, dressed in very expensive jeweled robes related the story of the creation of the world from that alternate religious perspective. Just before midnight she requested that each couple position themselves as couples on their knees throughout the room on special mats.

They did so and were then asked to close their eyes for a prayer. [Remember I’m video taping.]

Amanda began her prayer asking for the “angels” to appear and grant the participants wishes. She asked the participants if they wanted to see the angels of their own free will. Everyone said yes.

As I looked through the viewfinder of the camera I began to see sparkles of light descending from over the heads of the participants. These snowflake like points of light got to within a few inches of the heads of the couples when a set of heavy wooden double doors to our  right burst open [they had been locked].

Three individuals came through the doors shoulder to shoulder. Two females flanking one male. All with very red hair wearing what appeared to be white homespun cotton tunics. Sandals of some kind of rope rather than leather. All had piercing blue eyes. The male with short, red, curly hair as opposed to the female’s longer hair shouted … “They are not yours! You cannot have them!”

Amanda was surprised and angry. I had never seen her angry before. She shouted ” You were not invited here! Leave! They are here of their own free will!”

The Male answered… ” You have deceived them. They do not understand!”

Again Amanda shouted in anger for them to leave. The male and two females  insisted that everyone leave and for some reason they did. Amanda stomped out of the room leaving me alone … the camera still going…

I was speechless. I was surprised. I was feeling worried and more… What had just happened? I turned off the camera and pulled the tape.

I went to close the doors and see if anyone needed to talk to me. The gravel parking lot was empty. I hadn’t heard any cars leave and it had been, I thought, only a few minutes.

I was standing in the lot, cold air showing my breath when Amanda stepped out with me. She was the tape and asked for it. I gave it to her as it was hers.

She was all smiles again and dressed in a sweater and slacks. She acted as if nothing had just happened. I was still shocked at the event.

I asked, ” What just happened… who were those people?”

She smiled and looked up at me with her attractive face. She was abut five foot seven and I’m six foot three. She moved up close to me. About two feet from face to face and said...”Angels can do bad things you know.”

I said “What…?” not understanding at first…

She repeated … “Angels can DO BAD THINGS you know.”

AND… right then her face changed… the eyes became fully dark black like in the image I’ve created. Her skin features changed to one of an old male or female, I couldn’t tell as those eyes were so compelling… AND I felt a kind of psychic stench … a revulsion in my being-ness that wanted to run away…

The voice changed to a low growling sound and repeated a third time… then added … ” Do you understand? Would you like to stay with me?”

I tried my best to remain calm when I said [ a lie]… ” I’m really tired right now and need to go home … maybe some other time.” I wasn’t tired I was scared. She didn’t seem to have any idea that she had changed in front of me.

I knew … I don’t know how I knew… but I knew… this person was taken over by the one known as “Cal” and it was not without her freewill approval.

In hindsight, I look back as I have dozens of times over the years at that memory. I wonder if indeed she was conscious of the possession and change.  Whether she was or not is irrelevant. The entity of “Cal” is unique and unmistakable. I can now “smell” any psychic element related to that entity or its minions as soon as it is anywhere near me. Perhaps that was the reason for this experience. So I would KNOW.

There are two more elements to this story.

The first is that when I asked some of my friends what they thought of the night before they seemed to not have the same experience I had. I have absolutely no explanation for that. They don’t remember many things after the “prayer” was invoked.

Second, I returned the next morning to open the Center for business. I tried not to let the previous night screw with my feeling too much. I intended to ask again what happened in daylight. Amanda was due to arrive in about an hour.

My best friend Derral was a telephone installer and he had met me that morning to repair some lines. He was working behind me in a phone panel. I was writing out the days appointments when a voice that sounded exactly like the voice I had heard in the light off world said … “Leave now.”

I turned to Derral and said, “Did you hear that?”

He said. “Hear what?” 

“A voice. Saying to leave.”

“Nope. I didn’t hear nuthin.”

I went back to my writing and the voice said much louder , like a shout… “LEAVE NOW OR DIE!”

I was shaken and looked back at Derral to see if he heard that one. He seemed oblivious to the warning.

I took the building key off of my key ring and took it to Amanda’s office, laid it on her desk with a note saying I’m sorry but I have to leave and wouldn’t be back.

I told Derral I had to leave without explanation and started out the door. The instant I crossed the threshold I was struck with what I can only describe as a psychic attack.

I doubled over with pain and revulsion at myself. I threw up on the parking lot and managed to get to my car. My mind was filled with every vile thought someone might taunt someone else with. I was evil, I was a coward, I was a loser, and so on…

I lived only a mile from the Center and struggled to drive there. Upon entering my apartment my housemate took one look at me and said ” David! What’s wrong! You are white as a sheet!”

I explained as simply as I could that I was under some kind of psychic attack and I needed major help. She immediately called several friends and told them an abbreviated version of what happened and asked them to surround me with what I will call  protective prayers. It was more but that will suffice.

The effects lessened considerably. Over the next next week it persisted. Then gone.

I never had an opportunity to thank the many individuals who assisted that week. If they read this. I thank you all.

According to Derral later, Amanda was livid with anger toward me for leaving. I had spoiled so many of her plans for the future.

I understand from third parties she is still harboring a grudge to this day. I don’t know why. I let it go long ago.

I do know this though. The experience taught me that there are forces, powerful forces on this world who want their agendas of control at all costs. Yet… they too honor the one Universal Rule of free will.  One need not be concerned with the unseen beings of a spiritual nature if you maintain  your power to say no. Beware though…  their physical minions can hurt you.

More in future posts.